Sunday, September 12, 2010

The Fall. . . to Fall into Fall.


   It is September already.   School has started.  The rush to can and fill the freezer is underway.  Morning needs a jacket, and the evening starts sooner.  I am totally unprepared for this.

   Fall is my favorite season, but its surprise appearance inoculates me with the sense that it is all moving too fast and before I have a chance to really enjoy it Winter will be here with its gray, rainy skies and short-to-shorter days.

   I need a plan.  A commitment to pausing.  I need to remind myself to take stock of the smells and tastes and joys of the season.  It helps to have Boot Camp.  The soreness in my muscles is a physical reminder to pay attention.  I just have to transfer it to my eyes and ears and remind my mouth that these tastes are fleeting.  King salmon fresh from the Columbia, sizzling off the grill; served to friends with a generous dollop of cheesy risotto.  Early mornings in the hot tub, when black-capped chickadees are swarming on the red berried hawthorn tree.

  Focusing on the here and now is hard.  The Fall foreshadows the rush of holidays-baking and socializing, all which takes planning and thought to go smoothly.  To say I am just going to be "in" the moment without considering what this moment needs to carry into the next is a hard one.  But this is the only way to slow it down.  Let go and fall into the moments of Fall.